Outline
Background:
Author: Melba Pattillo
- She was born on December 7, 1941 on Little Rock, Arkansas. On that day, a big event happened while her mother giving birth to her that makes her mother overwhelmed. The Japanese troops bombed the Pearl Harbor. There was trouble for delivery Melba outside so the doctor used forceps to deliver her and injured her scalp. Melba feel ill but instead of take a serious exam to check her heath, the doctor said “Just give it time,” because she was African American. Luckily, Melba’s mother spoke to a black janitor who heard a doctor mentioning to use Epsom salts to clean the infection. Melba’s mother got the Epsom salts, and Melba survived.
- The Supreme Court rules said that separate schools for whites are illegal, a ruling called Brown v. the Board of Education of Topeka, Kansas. And a year after, she and sixteen other black students sign up to attend the white school but only nine remain. The adversity started from when Melba and her mother came to Central High School for Melba’s first day of class.
Quotes:
- Character: Melba
- “I was born on Pearl Harbor Day, December 7, 1941.” (1) “I was busy keeping to myself so I could apply my grown-up makeup. It was an art I had not yet acquired since I wasn’t allowed to wear makeup. Even by the third try I resembled a circus clown. But as I looked in the mirror for a final check, I was proud of the Job I had done. I was a new person.” (49)
- Secondary character:
- Grandmother: “Without my grandmother, India Anette Peyton, I would not have survived my year at Central” Her grandmother taught a lot of think and gave her a lot of advice that shape Melba life.
- Mother: “My mother, Lois Payton Pattilo, gave me strength and kept me focused in my goal”
- Minnijean Brown: “Best of all, my special friend Minnijean Brown was going. Since she lived only a block away from me, we saw each other almost every day. We had much in common; both of us were tall for our age, and we shared daydreams-our worship of Johnny Mathis and Nat Cole, and our desire to sing.” (26)
- Setting:
- The book “warriors don’t cry” set time in the early 1950s, in the city of Little Rock, Arkansas
- Story plot triangle:
- Rising action: “All ears perked up when the announcer started talking about Little Rock. He said seventeen children from my community had been selected to enter the all-white Central High with white people” (22) “In the end, there were nine of us.” (25) The rising action started when they heard the news that Melba and nine other students will attend Central High school, which have only white people.
- Climax: “And then with tears brimming in her eyes, she explained. “they say they’ll give me back my job only if I withdraw Melba from Central High school immediately. They do not want her to finish the year.” (203) “The next day…. Tear streamed down Mana’s cheeks as wrung her hands together to stop their shaking.” (210” The white segregationists force Melba to leave the school by fired Melba’s mon so she would not have money for Melba to go to school. But finally, Melba mother got back her job with the help of Bishop Sherman and the Journalist.
- Falling action: “They were a family of politically conscious Quakers committed to racial equality. When I arrived I was frightened to see that they were white. But they became the loving, nurturing bridge over which I walked to adulthood.” (219) She move away from the Little Rock after Faubus shut down the Central High schools, finish two year of high school and go to a collage in California.
- Resolution: “I always remembered is was the truth told by those reporters who came to little Rock that kept her alive. Later as an NBC television reporter covering stories of riot and protest, I would take special care to look into those unexposed corners where otherwise invisible people are forced to hide as their truth is ignored.” (222) In the end, she finished Collage, got married with John and split up because john wanting a wife who putter the house. Later, she became a journalist who search for the truth for innocent people.
- Conflict:
- “I was beginning to resign myself to the fact that white people were definitely in charge, and there was nothing we could do about it.” (10) She had a conflict with herself because she was black, she wishes she could be white so she would be free.
- “Niggers, go home! Niggers, go back where you belong!” (35) She is being denied by the society, the white students didn’t want her to be at this school.
- Adversity:
- Her first day at school: ““We have to find the others,” Mama yelled in my ear. “We’ll be safer with the group.” She grabbed my arm to pull me forward, out of my trance. The look on her face mirrored the terror I felt… happening directly in front of the school.” (36) When she and her mother came to school, there were a crown that stand in front of the school, stopping the Nine student to went to school.
- Her overcoming: “You’ll make this your last cry. You’re a warrior on the battle field for your Lord. God’s warriors don’t cry, cause they trust that he’s always by their side.” (44) She cried because she worried that some people would come to her house and kill her. And then, her grandmother came and told her not to cried.
- When she being bullied by other student: “The nigger’s come to have breakfast. I can tell, she’s wearing eggs,” one boy called. I never said a word back to the group hovering with their ugly-cat-calls. I knew they were just hoping I’d do or say something that would result in my expulsion.” (164)
- “Did you think we were gonna let niggers use our toilets? We’ll burn you alive, girl, a voice shouted through the door. There won’t be enough of you left to worry about.” (119)
- Her overcoming: “Not exactly. Maybe it would defeat their purpose. They win when you respond the way they expect you to. Change the rules of the game, girl, and they might not like it so much.” (165) Her grandmother gave her an advice, that is said thank you to the people who bullied her.
- On her sixteen birthday: “The integration had stolen my sixteenth birthday.” “Please, God, let me learn how to stop being a warrior. Sometimes I just need to be a girl. (147) Her friend feared to go to her birthday because she was being the center of the integration and it was very dangerous.
- She wishes she was dead: “God, please let me be dead until the end of the year.” I was willing to bargain and plead with God. I revised my request; I just wanted to become invisible for a month or two. I clutched the diary to my chest and wept for a long time. “No,” I whispered aloud, “I do wish I were dead.” Then all the pain and hurt would be over.” (160) She wishes she could dead because she was too tired of the integration.
- Golden quotes: “Namasté” (The God in me see and honors the God in you) (222). It means when a person bows with his hands on his heart, he recognizes that the divine spark within him is also in every other person around him.
- My reaction:
- Through the story, I could see that Melba is a very brave woman who stood up to fight back racism by studied in the white called Central High School. Although she has many adversities to face like being bullied at school, being threat that people going to kill her, and sometimes she even gave up and don’t want to fight back anymore. With the support from family and friend, she finally won and followed her dream, became a journalist who search for the truth for innocent people.
- Theme: Changing power through fighting back
- At the time when Melba was born, white people had power and black people did not. Through the event of nice black student entering an all-white school make such significance change because It threatened the way the white segregationists keep their power. And in the end, Melba story has influence not only the people in Little Rock, but also the people in other cities and the world. So who can we apply this to the modern times? The story had taught me that we are not separate, we share pain through the TV screen, what happen to them effect on us too.